Timing

When things don't go my way

I get so stress up and frus up

I know everything happens in God's timing

But sometimes I wonder,

If God put me here,

It means that I can handle the circumstances given to me

Then why do I feel this way?

When I earnestly pray for something,

I am so so so hoping that God would hear them

And answers them accordingly

But that is not usually the case,

And I get mad and questioned Him

Yet at the back of my mind,

I know things happen for a reason and according to His timing

But I cannot translate that knowledge into thoughts to comfort myself

It is like

Yes I know it very well

But yet it doesn't feel that way

ARGH!